Memories and experiences, sequentially-arranged, complex patterns, have been broken infinitesimally into fundamental particles. The process dissolves the nihilistic chaos looking for the meaning and the purpose, washing out everything between a point and infinite. A human, vibrating between asceticism and hedonism, has been strangled and tossed into an empty ocean. superego asceticism pain white depression ego human I grey normal id hedonism pleasure black mania Perception is the only gateway for the universe to enter conscious beings to imprint patterns in their minds and to study their behaviour. The cosmos’ very first vibration. The cosmos’ very first cause. Everything first dissociates and then dissolves. I disowned identities and patterns having being ingrained since I'd first started mimicking sanity. To nothing, it seems - nothingness within and nothingness without. When en...
i am redhya. here i spew out disorder birthed by my restless neurons. you may or may not like what you read. either way, i urge you to do it. moreover, you may comment what you think so that i understand my writings from your perspectives. But a word of warning - SURRENDER yourself before you begin; otherwise, these are merely some words taking their last breaths and it's impossible to resuscitate them now.